Sweat trickled down the clean-shaven face. Norman was only keeping up a brisk pace, but it felt as if his heart would give out. Two hours and twenty three minutes since he’d left Preston’s, without a penny in his pocket or any kind of ID on his being. If he were to die that day, it would take Kelly at least a week to be informed of his death. Kelly was all he had – his friend, his family, his wife. They had no kids. And Kelly didn’t seem to want any.
Five minutes later, he allowed himself to turn around and scour the streets for the small man in leather jackets, black pants and leather boots. Norman had never observed the man’s facial features too properly, and in any case, the gun was a fair warning that he should keep his distance.
But the phone call the other night – that told him to make a run for it.
The threat was blatant, obvious and carried no undertones of a greater scheme behind it all. Norman would die, shot in the head, even if he decided to run. A strange surge of optimism, probably developed through the three years of dealing drugs on the side, made him decide to try anyway.
Salesmen always made good drug dealers, Norman thought. They traveled around and no one suspected a thing. Well, almost. Lately Kelly had been giving him the ‘squint eye’. And Norman had been kissing his way out of trouble. Before boarding the Dallas flight however, Norman had looked her straight in the eye and told her he had gotten a promotion and they wanted him to sell larger packages, subtly glancing over at the duffel bags he would not let her touch, as he spoke. Delicate stuff, he said, priceless.
Nearing four hours and ten, Norman allowed himself to slow down. He decided he’d like time to go over his short, miserable life before they put a bullet through his brain. There was not much to go over, he’d done a whole lot of bad but so near the end of his time, Norman realized, he wouldn’t do things any different even if given the chance. He thought about Kelly. He loved Kelly, with all his heart. Probably the one thing he did right and as true as he could manage, was Kelly.
His heart began to burn now. His throat was dry and closing up fast, his stomach churned violently, threatening to release last night’s take out and a substantial portion of bile. Norman bit his tongue, trying hard not to puke. He couldn’t risk letting his body lose more fluid. And just when he thought he’d pass out, someone grabbed his shoulders hard. And then he passed out.
Norman woke up to total darkness, tied hands and feet, a stinging smell of urine and a massive disappointment at having woken up still alive. He hated the drama. All the drama in the world wouldn’t count for shit when he died; he’d burn in hell. When after a long while nothing happened, Norman decided to hold his breath till he died. He fell asleep instead and dreamt of Kelly. She was more beautiful than ever, the blush of pregnancy clear on her fair cheeks. Kelly was finally pregnant; her belly was swollen ever so slightly, her skin was shinier and her hair more lively. But she was not smiling. She didn’t even look happy, just smug and distant. And the man standing beside her wasn’t Norman as well. He was balding, and smelt undeniably of beer, blood and urine. He wore a blue shirt and black pants, which on any other man would have added positively to his appearance, but it took from him. He looked sly and far more dangerous than the guy who had been following Norman.
The worst part was, Kelly held on to his arm fast and tight and far surer than she did with him. Maybe because the guy was holding a gun and Norman was tied helplessly to a chair. In the fifteen or so seconds it took for the bullet to hit his temple, Norman realized the guy was an excellent shot, death hurt more than he had anticipated, and why Kelly didn’t mind not having kids with him.